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10.7.04

we have moved.

hey all. due to the lack to templates availible here i have decided to move to a blogspot account. please relink yea? my new blog is at http://oceanoasis.blogspot.com/ do relink me yea? cya there!

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6.6.04

beyond paradise

its actually 2.39am on the 7th of June 2004 but i shall put it on the 6th instead...

its my birthday today! =) yay...

was told to meet at somerset mrt at 12.45. saw gg ding and yong thieng there and wai was at wisma trying to buy a new top cause gg and accidentally wore the same top.. haha silly aint it? well i was told that today only wai gg ding chih yong and yongtheing were going. my jaw dropped... 5guys and a girl! oh my goodness. so well i spent my time whining all the way to pastamania at cine... while waiting for wai ding and chih yong to get there yyt gg and just sat around playing with our moblie phones... then yufen called gg's phone so i picked it up... and i was happily complaining to yufen and dellia when they suddenly appeared infront of me. so scary... haha they were carrying a slice of cake from n.y.d.c oreo cheesecake... yummy...

it was such a pleasant suprise... i thought i would be stuck with a bunch of guys all day(no offence guys!) yup... i was smiling like hell thanks for the suprise... it made me so happy. thanks yufen dellia gg wai ding yyt and Cy.... =)

i think im spoiled by them... they shared along with several other people to by me... beyond paradise!!! hahaha something which i have been wanting for ages... it smells so darn good... love the scent=) thanks!~ though it costed a bomb... and thanks yufen for the top you are sponsoring =) haha seriously i feel so spoilt. hehe... see my pretty beyond paradise bottle?=p

after the not so great lunch at pastamania, we proceeded on to take lotsa photos!! haha lotsa silly ones and nice ones too! here are some of them...

garfield and us!

the GIRLS

tikopeh...

bumming around

etc

we even found out about a japanese horror movie with a cool title. seance. =) what a coincidence... it a movie we MUST together... at 10am in the morning at jurong point. *winkS* unfortunately adel wont be around to watch it...

watched harry potter with them. was kind of a disappointment to me. prisoner of azkaban is one of my favourite books however the movie was nothing like the first 2 movies. how the story was told in the movie somewhat showed lack of planning in the movie... everything felt so compressed it wasnt as enjoyable as the first 2. the set changed so much... the school looks different, hagrids hut was different, the school uniform looks different. the hardly place much emphasis on Hogwarts traditions like the quidditch match lasted for a wonderful 1min... neither did they show much of the feast etc... they even made the patronus look funny. so much was left out from the movie. overall it was quite a crappy experince.

after the movie we took neoprints! which was quite funny... haha so many retarded poses...and stamps. talking about neoprints.. ive taken so many this week! its quite scary, the amount of money i spent. but they are nice... haha and fun to take too.. i shall TRY not to take so many next week.

went home for dinner with my family afterward. mummy was cooking.she cooked my favourite.. it was sooo yummy... see im spoilt! thanks mummy.. so sweet of you... haha...after dinner i had another cake! this time it was Indulgence from the patissier a mud cake. it looks sooo yummyyyyyyyy...

after dinner adel called... haha sooo happy to hear her voice and talk to her... spent about 45mins catching up with her. i miss her sooo much!wish you were here.... thanks for calling!miss you neighbour...*kisses*

was given a stuffed toy goat by my classmates... haha its soo cute.. kinda feel like punching it =p

btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL!=)

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31.5.04

holidays are finally here!

had a great day today.. =)

started off with pw meeting in at 1 which was quite enjoyable. haha we are always talking rubbish and i have a pet goat named hobart(after a fridge). how cute... =) i think my pw group is quite cool, although we talk so much rubbish we still manage to get our work done. i suppose i can say i got one of the better pw groups around!

after the meeting i had a class outing of 04s02! 1st time ever! haha... went to town to walk around for awhile... i felt so good to be back in town. its been ages since i went there. i seriously need to shop... can wait to buy so many stuff especially with the great singapore sale coming up... BUY BUY BUY!!! haha. caught shrek 2 at ps with my 04s02 class. its like so funnY its a DAMN good show. you'll be silly to miss it. the jokes are just damn funny . thats what i call pure laughter... i almost fell off the chair watching it. and i saw really nice trailers for shows such as spiderman 2 and one more which i cant remember its _____ enchanted.. shall watch that show with rebecca. its another fairytale like story...which is sooo funny! hey to all seance... remember... we are watching harry potter together alright?!!! dont "pang seh" ok!

after the movie went to meet up with yufen and dellia!!!! i miss yufen like crazyyyy... yufen... i miss you! haha... thanks for your ice cream treat. haha it was yummy and soooo chocolatey. bleah. i have no idea why but my class came along too but we sat a different tables. feel a little bad though =S hope they didnt mind. haha had so much fun seeing yufen , catching up and listening to all the gossip. i think dellia and i can be good friends... we seem to share the same thoughts! haha. however yufen noticed that i havent been shopping(which is quite obvious) and that im growing fatter. *whines*

the horrible thing is tt i spent soo much money today... on i dont know what! it seems so easy for my money to disappear! sob... donate to the "help kim shop" fund please~ haha... all donations big or small are greatly appreciated! however the bigger the better. *GrINZ*

tracy is going off to the states soon. haha so exciting.. im expecting a birthday present from there. haha... right tracy?! =p

anyway im beat. ciao~

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23.5.04

-noideawhattoput-

heres my long awaited blog. rejoyce everyone!

well schools more bearable now. made better bonds with those in my class. still irritated with a couple though. boy do those people annoy me but... i suppose i could 'try' to be nice sometimes... my class is gonna get a jersey... sounds exciting.

im getting blasted on my very own tagboard lately. how lame can that get? can i help it if people get childish? it can be quite fun rebutting though. thanks everyone who helped kick that person's arse.

the coming week is a major test week. i have 3 tests and 1 mid year gp paper. so scary.... think im gonna die. keep flunking my tests etc. should be working harder!

saw tracy, med and qian recently... it was a short dinner thingy... but it was fun. miss them like hell we laugh hell lots together. im glad we still keep in contact=)

the june hols are coming really soon... hope so see so so so many people and there is so much to do with in those 4 weeks. i wanna meet up with seance, qtm, first 3 months pals.. do my pw. study for mid year... chalet at sentosa.. watch harry potter, celebrate my birthday.. haha *wink* what an exciting month!

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16.4.04

i'm back!

its been two weeks since ive last blogged. one of the most exciting parts of these 2 weeks is ADEL and AMELIA are back! it was kinda a suprise kinda thing. boy am i glad they are back! however they are leaving on sunday which is like so soon. spending time with them felt so complete. conference calls, dinners, shopping trips and of course photo taking sessions. within the last two weeks we took so so so many photos. kinda felt like the old days when we were in 4b. forever taking photos in class... love taking photos. i suppose i could turn out to be a hobby both being photographed and the photographer. shall go get some photos printed soon so my boring locker can be decorated! my locker in jc is barely used at all not like in fairfield where its always messy and filled with books. now its only filled with a file and a couple of tyses even though its shared between wai daniel and me. actually i wonder if wai ever uses his!

anyway, yufens gone from pj. i miss her already. and pretty soon wai might be leaving too. then i'll be alone in pj while the other seance or qtmk ppl are in poly or aust. how fun. yufen... do come crashing sometime soon alright? wai dont go la...

spent some time last last week with qtmk at nydc in holland to celebrate meddie's 17th birthday. it was the first time i saw them in ages. meddies more mature now. must be all the working that shes been doing. scolding the kids and all. qian is more feminine now must have learnt some stuff from me! tracy is still tracy.. and we both agree we still share the same liking for stuffs. hope i get something from her from china. she borrowed something from me... i wonder what i'll get as a form of payment. hmm...

jc life is so so so so so busy. even i am tempted to drop everything and head to the poly. i suppose thats the easiest way out. im so tempted. if only they had like a course that i would enjoy there. well im glad its friday. supposed to go down to school tmr for some lame chinese thingy. NO WAY AM I GOING! i just wanna sleep. i lack so much rest and all. i wanna fly away from it all.

here is a pic we took!

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4.4.04

not alone

its been 10 days since i last blogged. within these 10 days so much has happened so so so much. people have been asking where i am. im still around. dont worry.

im taking 4 a level subjects now. terrible. simply terrible. everyday is so long. almost everyday i end at 5. how wonderful. whats gonna happen to my social life? i dont know. im gonna have like no time for anything. i plan to join hockey so my days are gonna be so so so long. thank goodness for wednesday. however everyone else has cca on that day. so what am i gonna do? oh boy. my new class simply sucks. for the past week ive been hanging out with guys in class. i want my share of girlfriends. i need people to talk about fashion, cute guys or what so ever. its nerd attack in my class. even now i can see people studying during breaks. well, its probably me just having the wrong mentality about studying but its like so "happening" amongst the girls in my class. my class only has 10 girls btw. the only girl that i can possibly click with seems to disappear after class. so what am i supposed to do. i dont wana be seen with guys too often. it isnt a good impression. damn. bloody hell i want my old class back.

well, i finally got an answer to something on my mind a few days back. and many of you know what it is. thanks so much for showing your concern thru your blogs. thanks tracy. thanks med. also those who have lent their willing ears and given me meaningful advice. thanks adel. thanks fanny. thanks chien fern. thanks wai. perhaps patience isnt needed anymore. cause im not waiting. ive had enough. im tired. i dont want to be vunerable to anymore possible hurt. it was a hard decision to make but i think its for the best. i shall try to be strong. but what will be will be. i need a hug. i miss hugs. they are a nice comfort. hug me?

looking forward to meeting tracy and gang this wednesday. so much to catch up on, so little time. they are excited to see me as i to see them. simply cant wait.

i like this song. its a little weird. haunting. sad and creepy when you listen to it late at night. but i like it. =)

gollums song-- lord of the rings soundtrack.

Where once was light
Now darkness falls
Where once was love
Love is no more
Don't say goodbye
Don't say I didn't try

These we cry
Are falling rain
For all the lies you told us
The hurt, the blame
and we will weep

To be so alone
We are lost, we can never go home

So in the end
I'll be what I will be
No loyal friend
was ever there for me
Now we say goodbye
We say you didn't try

These tears you cry,
have come too late
For all the lies
The hurt, the blame
And you will weep
To be so alone,
You are lost, you can never go home...

heres another photo from pretty tioman. =)

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25.3.04

i want to be a tanned diving beach bum

hear ye hear ye! i am back from tioman! ok it was a few days back but who cares! days in tioman was great! diving was great. when i went there i felt like i wanted to stay there forever and ever and ever. everything was seemed nicer there. even the stars shine brighter and waters sparkle more( stating the obvious)

the journey there was quite interesting cause i went by this coach to mersing on the way the battery died so we had to push to start it moving. hehe.. when we reached mersing, we found out the boat broke down so we had to delay our plans and stay in one of those super duper cheap hotels. one night there can cost between 10rm-35rm.. it was quite an exprience cause the room was just pretty basic. no tvs or whatever. thank goodness for the aircon though.

the boat ride to tioman island was gorgeous. just take a look for yourself!

schedule was very packed so once we landed there it was time to go for my very first open sea diving trip! within 1 day i dived a total of 3 dives. never once crossed my mind that diving would be tiring but it is! its damn tiring. having to fin around causes me to work my tighs and i havent been exercising much either. sometimes i slack so much i almost fall on the coral then i have to fin for my life. thank goodness i didnt fall on any unlike tze wei who crashed into some. grr... spoiling the nice corals. =| theres so much to see underwater... colourful corals, sting rays, mini sharks, baracudas, sea urchins, clown fish and sometimes turtles just to name a few and the rest i cant name. wish i could have taken a few pictures unfortunately my digi cam would drowned if i tried.

got to know a couple of people around my age. tim, cherie and charlene. all of them rather experienced divers.. so when we werent diving we were clowning around poking fun at a person. hehe... there were quite funny stories like having a sea urchin almost falling on a certain person's head and pants tearing...

the first day's diving was NOTHING compared to the second. we went out further this time to deeper depths, stronger currents and higher waves. it was worth it of course. getting down from the boat, finning and getting back on was the tough part. in the process of getting back on i even got a bruise. how dangerous.. =p current was so strong i felt i wasnt even moving underwater cause the current was so strong.

over there i hardly got a tan cause most of the time i was either indoors, under the sea or in something long. i was only a wee bit tanner when i got back. what a waste. the weather over there was sunny throughout whilst it was raining away in singapore. haha!

unfortunately diving is an expensive sport. so if i ever wanna do diving, im gonna have to pay for it. sigh... wont be doing it so often then... =S

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17.3.04

video editor

spent the last two days being a video editor for adels and amelias video. it was so tough editing videos and songs and combining all of them together. you get stupid programmes that cant go some stuff are too confusing or hang on u all the time. grumble. however work was made more enjoyable when you've got the rest of seance with you. we just took turns doing work and screaming at the computer screen. hope it turns out good enough.

just found out that tracy and med went out yesterday without me cause they thought i had school! argh! kinda disappointed. its been so so so long since ive last seen them. i miss them!!!! whines. hope to see them next saturday though.

was supposed to be out today actually, however... my silly mother doesnt want to let me out of the house cause according to her i look tired. whatever... im pissed man. let me out of here! its been so long since ive last seen certain people. sigh. this is bloody irritating.

posting results will be out on saturday. while im out in tioman diving. hope it doesnt rain there so i can soak up some sun and be nice and tanned when i go back to school. think i'll seriously go back to pj but i guess that doesnt bother me since im quite comfortable there. unfortunately my friends are leaving! i miss them already. just when people start to bond other factors have to bring us apart. argh i hope yufen comes to pj. lolx

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12.3.04

sorry

i feel terrible right now. i havent fufilled my duty as a friend. entirely too engrossed with myself. what a bitch. i havent been there when my friends needed me.. all i did was play, play and play. not bothering how the person was feeling. how low the person was. i was just too caught up in my life. when i am online i am not paying attention. when its actually one of my only means of communication. technology has made the world a smaller place but nothing beats the closes of a face to face conversation. unfortunately, its not possble.

im sorry adel. for not being there for you when you tired to open up to me. now i regret everything. really hope that you stop what you are doing. i think there are better options than fags. please be strong.fagging only gives you temporary happiness. i know it sounds cliche but its true. somehow i wish like killing mark for buying them for you and that you werent so far away.

freedom came with trust.

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9.3.04

my week. *oppS*

ok i have really been lazy recently to blog to the extent that people have been asking me can you please BLOG! i think i visit your blog more than you do. hehe opps. been introduced to ragnarok and ive been playing it like nuts with wai and yyt.opps thats a bad thing right? haha WAI see la introduce me the game. what if i become like you? oh no! haha i'm kidding=p ok lemme try to update on the latest events.

caught up with daniel for lunch and a bit of coffee on monday at holland. FINALLY after ages... good quit your job! haha then i'd be able to see you more often. opps that was bad advice. haha met yufen and dellia and someothers there. haha how coincidental and yufen was wearing a skirt. so un-her. well at least she is a little skirty now... wonder when she'll put on a dress... somehow they appeared at coffee club an hour after we said hi and all. i could have sworn they we stalking could see the cheeky grins. nah im kidding =p

had a class outing to sentosa last week on wednesday. it was pretty fun. its been quite a long time since ive been to sentosa however it rained. sigh. why must it rain! i remember the last time i went to sentosa with yufen and adel it poured and we had to shiver away under the unhelpful shelter.brr... been quite a long time since ive been to sentosa with tracy and qian. yoohoo.... when are we doing it again? always bring maamee to eat. the class outing was rather clique-ish kinda like there were 2 groups. oh well, i suppose we cant really do something that would satisfy 16 people's agenda. at least we ate together. brought loads and loads of food... junk food that is. did kayaking and of course the usual tanning. bikini babes? haha =x in the end im starting to peel on my face... a wee bit only. ive expirienced much worst!

cut my hair on thurday at storm. goodness what a big difference... ive got bangs now! i think its a bit ugly.. but its kinda growing on me. adel thinks its really cute very 60's ... i just think that i look like some 'dong gu'(mushroom). damn it cant wait for it to grown to below my eyebrows so that i'd look a tad bit cooler. =S its very much layered now... so ive got a tiny ponytail.

went out with seance on friday. it was so enjoyable spending time with them. we practically can just bum around and enjoy each others company just chatting. like i said on yufen's tag board. it isnt often that simple chatting can be fun. of course chatting means lame jokes and gossip(lots and lots) and laughter. unfortunately gg wasnt feeling well and adel is far far away... i miss plucking leaves with her. sigh... what special people.

yesterday was hui tze's birthday. HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!!! did some shopping ... with hui tze puan leona eve and bored guys tagging a long..... whoopee!i bought a top. haha pity my husband in the future.opps!=X it rained and rained and rained and rained... oh rainy day...

went to do a little MORE shopping.. bought another top and a bottom. i feel kinda satisfied.. haha went to school really late cause i had breakfast with eve and puan. leona alison sha ni were having breakfast too! so a lot of people were either late, or they didnt go to school at all. wonderful aint it? i wonder how was the first period like actually... empty? infact i didnt attend any classes today. just slacked my entire day away in school... thats terrible isnt it? i think i better stop slacking and start studying soon. thats what i always say.....

know what? I FINNALLY UPDATED!

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