im taking 4 a level subjects now. terrible. simply terrible. everyday is so long. almost everyday i end at 5. how wonderful. whats gonna happen to my social life? i dont know. im gonna have like no time for anything. i plan to join hockey so my days are gonna be so so so long. thank goodness for wednesday. however everyone else has cca on that day. so what am i gonna do? oh boy. my new class simply sucks. for the past week ive been hanging out with guys in class. i want my share of girlfriends. i need people to talk about fashion, cute guys or what so ever. its nerd attack in my class. even now i can see people studying during breaks. well, its probably me just having the wrong mentality about studying but its like so "happening" amongst the girls in my class. my class only has 10 girls btw. the only girl that i can possibly click with seems to disappear after class. so what am i supposed to do. i dont wana be seen with guys too often. it isnt a good impression. damn. bloody hell i want my old class back.
well, i finally got an answer to something on my mind a few days back. and many of you know what it is. thanks so much for showing your concern thru your blogs. thanks tracy. thanks med. also those who have lent their willing ears and given me meaningful advice. thanks adel. thanks fanny. thanks chien fern. thanks wai. perhaps patience isnt needed anymore. cause im not waiting. ive had enough. im tired. i dont want to be vunerable to anymore possible hurt. it was a hard decision to make but i think its for the best. i shall try to be strong. but what will be will be. i need a hug. i miss hugs. they are a nice comfort. hug me?
looking forward to meeting tracy and gang this wednesday. so much to catch up on, so little time. they are excited to see me as i to see them. simply cant wait.
i like this song. its a little weird. haunting. sad and creepy when you listen to it late at night. but i like it. =)
gollums song-- lord of the rings soundtrack.
Where once was light
Now darkness falls
Where once was love
Love is no more
Don't say goodbye
Don't say I didn't try
These we cry
Are falling rain
For all the lies you told us
The hurt, the blame
and we will weep
To be so alone
We are lost, we can never go home
So in the end
I'll be what I will be
No loyal friend
was ever there for me
Now we say goodbye
We say you didn't try
These tears you cry,
have come too late
For all the lies
The hurt, the blame
And you will weep
To be so alone,
You are lost, you can never go home...
heres another photo from pretty tioman. =)Now darkness falls
Where once was love
Love is no more
Don't say goodbye
Don't say I didn't try
These we cry
Are falling rain
For all the lies you told us
The hurt, the blame
and we will weep
To be so alone
We are lost, we can never go home
So in the end
I'll be what I will be
No loyal friend
was ever there for me
Now we say goodbye
We say you didn't try
These tears you cry,
have come too late
For all the lies
The hurt, the blame
And you will weep
To be so alone,
You are lost, you can never go home...
